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Hello. Yes, I live...sort of. I am here to welcome one new friend, almostcrimes, to my very dead IJ.

Oh yeah, and the icon? The Winchesters approve of you, Meghan. What is it they don't approve of? The adoptive!Wincest that keeps writing itself in my head.

By the way, that comment will go right over the heads of everyone else. It's a really funny story, though, if you'd like to ask.

I'm kind of ticked off right now. Details later.

Wow, I just had the best sleep I've had in a while. For the past week or so I've been waking up every few hours, but this time I slept straight through the night. THE NIGHT! As in I didn't do the vampire thing I usually do. I have seen the sun and it is bright! I wonder if I'll catch fire when I go out.

In addition to the last RP I mentioned, I also joined Angel Grove, a pan-fandom RP set in the Power Rangers universe, post-Zordon. I grabbed up Chloe Sullivan, because it's so hard to find an RP without her. I also have Kira Ford, who I love. She's a little reminiscent of Kimberly from the first few seasons, which I guess is the reason for the fanon of them being related, but she's still very much her own character. She's anything but a valley girl, except for this one time with a meteor rock (ZING!), but I think they have the same kind of spirit.

Anyway, if there's a character you like who seems to be always taken, think about joining Angel Grove. Yes, I know, Power Rangers, but I doubt it's going to be at all like the shows.

I've found that I really like roleplaying and writing Lana. Yes, I know, "Lanaughgrrbarf," but I really do. And everybody has told me how much they like my Lana. Actually, they like my interpretation of all my characters. I think other than the comments about Lana, the best compliment I've had is how much they like my Clark, and "it's so hard to find a good one!"

Anyway, speaking of Lana, I have some writing to work on. Comment at will.

Well apparently my brother didn't pay the cable bill. That or the cable people screwed up. Anyway, I'm using the dialup connection right now to let everyone know that...well...the obvious. Dialup is very slow and I probably won't be around very much, at least not for a few days. At least I think only for a few days. My brother gets paid Friday so I'm expecting the bill to be paid then. But hey, at least this will give me time to get some writing done.

I might be on im later tonight, I might not. If I'm not, you know why.

Star Wars Episode I was on TV recently. Actually, I think it's been playing a lot lately. Anyway, Yoda always has a way of stepping on my toes. The next best thing to the Bible he is.

Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.

I'm afraid of most everything, and lately, afraid of church. I don't know what it is. I used to love it. What made me so afraid? I don't want the anger part to come, and if hate ever comes into the equation? Then I'm totally going to Hell.

Dear Jesus, help me release this fear before it snowballs into something neither of us want.

I meant to go out today, but I didn't. I think I've developed some kind of phobia, though I'm not sure what it is. Fear of leaving the house? That can't be it, because I go grocery shopping every week. Maybe it's a fear of the unknown. Whatever it is...I suck.

Today I had a food free-for-all. No logging anything. I ate a Hot Pocket and a corn dog today, with ketchup and mustard. Only thing is now I feel a little bloated. No, I don't think I overdid it on the calories considering I've had the bare minimum the past few days (and without being hungry too), but I still feel like crap. Still, I think if I didn't let go and have the good stuff every once in a while I'd cave and really overdo it.

Well, isn't that just how I like my peas: frozen into large clumps of greeness.

Yes, ignore my random beef with my veggies, pun totally intended.

I really wish I was better in the illustration department. I have this nifty idea for an original story, one that I would only do for fun and wouldn't try to sell. The only thing is it involves anthropomorphic animals, also known as bipedal animals or furries, so pictures of actors and actresses don't do it for graphics. I got the idea months ago after watching Chicken Little. In fact, I'm watching it again now, trying to get a handle on what I'd orginally invisioned. Anyway, I think I've come up with the character would would be at the center, but I'm trying to think of what kind of look a site could have without me being able to draw something of relation. It stumps me.

I deleted all my fanfiction challege communities on LJ, with the exception of the ones I mod. I'm not doing that on IJ because I have very little problems from IJers. I question if I should finish The Reefside Diaries. I probably will, because there are a few people interested, but I'll probably only post it under flock.

Blah blah, yap yap, dribble dribble dribble. Goodnight.

I have the hiccups.

The skin under my purity ring is itching. I wonder if it means anything. I can just hear Him now... "I'm God, not a magician! Get out and meet people!"  Becuase sometimes, He likes to talk like Leonard McCoy, along with just about any other character I know. It's probably just some random itching, though.

I haven't been writing much, but maaking icons instead. Whenever inspiration dries up I usually switch words for images. It usually seems to work. Of course, sometimes I just play Kingdom Hearts II or some other game. Not that I have all that many games. The only other game I have is Budokai 3, and then whatever Nintendo games my brothers have, but that's only when they've brought the GameCube. I want a Wii so badly it's not funny.

I just got the first Superman movie from Netflix. I love them so much. I just wish I could afford to rent more movies at once.

I just heard that Charlton Heston died this weekend. It kind of makes me sad. He just had one of those really strong voiced and did such great work, on screen and off. He will be missed by many, myself included.

Moses must have talked to him about his portrayal in The Ten Commandments by now. I wonder what he said...